Monday, February 1, 2016

So many emotions

I have so many emotions running through me I can't even begin to explain this feeling. It's as if I'm floating on a cloud at the thought that very soon we will be bringing our baby boy into this world. This perfect little human that God, Chris, and I made. The miraculousness of it is just far beyond words so I won't even try. My heart is about to explode, I have tears  welling up in my eyes at the thought of seeing OUR son for the first time, touching his precious skin and getting the opportunity to do everything I've ever dreamed of... Be a mother. I am a little nervous at the thought of labor and the pain. Will I be able to do this? Of course, all mothers go through this. My body is made for this. When it wasn't so long ago I remember fearing my body would never get to experience this. I embrace this and with every second of pain I am going to try to remember this is nothing absolutely nothing in comparison to the pain of never getting to experience it and 10 months ago that's where we were living with the fear this would never be. God is a miracle worker, he created this miracle for me and I praise Him for it with all my heart. My heart is full I can't wait to show everyone our blessing very soon. May God bless Grayson's little body and he be healthy, amen.


5 comments:

  1. You'll do awesome! It's so normal to feel nervous and uncertain at times. Don't worry - when it's go time you'll find strength and courage! I can't wait to see the pics of your beautiful boy. Been following you a long time! Best of luck to you!

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  3. You will do a great job! Prayers for a smooth delivery.

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  5. Coming by for some updates on Grayson!! This is your friendly reminder to blog - instagram only appeases his fans for so long :)

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